Lost without you

The moment we were apart, I felt like my world has fallen apart. Indeed you were the person I 1st loved passionately with all my heart, soul and mind. The amount of trust I have in you. How safe I feel with you and how much better I sleep with you around. With you, everything seems much more clearer and better.
I regret letting you go for hurting me as I can't stand my heart being broken. When that happens, it hurts too much that I can't breath. It's so hard to explain.
After being attacked by a friend and 3 of his other friends, my life felt lost, I felt dirty and my mind was gone. I didn't know what to do, who to go to or what to think. It took me 1-2 days to realize that it was rape. You were the 1st person I told even though we weren't ment to talk to each other ever again. Seeing you and being with you made me feel safe for the 1st time again and calm.
I didn't hear from you again until a week later when you were checking up on me. Hearing from you made me feel calm, happy and slightly at peace as well as safe. And for the 1st time I could sleep better which felt like since forever.
I felt comfort, safe and slightly calm with your presence as I have mentioned many times. You not only make me laugh, but you constantly try to get me back on my 2 feet and make me feel as safe as possible. Knowing that you worry about me gives me even more comfort than I could ever want.
All in all I'm falling in love with you all over again.